Swerve76

To finally come out and say my piece.

So here it is:

Lets not stoop to our level?

Who are the ones who are posting day, after day, after day about us? Aint that our private lives you are talking about here?

What about the time when the both of you were joking about 'Wahahaha spray his car orange sum more...like the colour of the flames'.

Yes so I made the wrong decision by sending my car to a different garage against my better judgement and they messed it up for me. FYI my car has been down for 7 months now and is still only 95% done. I've lost more than $20k now and have been driving a rental Corolla for that period of time. But you know what? Through this all I now know who are my REAL friends are. Friends who they know will never have to question my motives or loyalty.

I was openly against Ivan at one stage having taken yours, cb mouth's and Mr 'Yahoo' side. Yet when I realised the truth about your agenda against them and their garage...I was man enough to tell him face to face that I was sorry. That I made a mistake. Call it sucking up for all I care - but I earned his respect by telling him that in person. I never once bought an item from them or used a service from MG and started gossiping about them behind their backs. Why do you think they are taking on such a massive project of fixing up my car? Cuz even they have taken pity on my plight and I've earned their respect enough for them to do me a favour.

What about talking about what I said regarding my ex? 'This is the girl that I will marry...last I heard they still marrying leh'.

Yes we have broken up for over two months now....but how is that any of your business? If you must know yes it farking hurts and I still miss her very much. But you know what? Life goes on. I am strong enough to weather losing her and I'm definately strong enough to take you and S jokes about us. So bring it on. Post everything that you can humanly stand to throw at me. Show the world just how much of a man you are to kick someone when he is down in the dumps. When he's lost his girl and his car.

Oh and dont think I did not hear about the crude jokes you guys have said about my ex and I but I wonder if you are able to go to bed and sleep well at night? Is your conscience clear? See the dissapointing thing is BG...I know you better than that and I've always thought you were a better person than that. I still do. Thats why I only got in S face the other night and not yours. I am dissapointed in you dude. Question is...are you man enough to prove me wrong?

But yes they were once the source of my pride and having lost them both? My world nearly collapsed. But I am thankful that I have my faith, my family and some really kick *** friends who were there in my life when I needed them most. I aint wishing you ill but pray that if and when life bites you in the ***...that you have REAL friends to be there for you through thick and thin.

As for me talking about NOS, about Eagle tires, about Brembo brakes, etc. Let me ask you this, have you ever gone into a shop and asked about the price of something that you did not end up buying?

Enough said. We make the best possible decisions we can in life. Sometimes we buy, sometimes we dont. You talk about Ivan having to source item prices for me and not buying it in the end? He is a vendor dude. Thats his business. S friend selling the tires is also a vendor. BG you yourself are a vendor. Why the hell dont you stick a sign outside your store saying 'DONT look at my menu unless you want to buy?.

See how far your business would go after that. Go ahead. Try it.

Last I heard this is a car club. If I cant even talk about what mods are on my wishlist - then where should I go talk about mods that I want to do to my car? An old folks home? McDonalds? Or LTA?

Oh and the fact is my car is STILL being worked on by MG. I guess they must really hate my guts to be doing me a favor like that eh?

Lastly by your OWN admission...you do know that saying such things does hurt me. After all we were all friends once. So why do it? But dont let me stop you. Keep going. Bring it on. What does not kill me can only make me stronger. I'd already lost the two most important things in my life but I'm still picking up the pieces of my life slowly but surely. What kind of a man would I be if I let you three hurt me any further? Why do you think that after 7 months of this abuse from you three (S, BG & BT) not a single time have I not responded to ANY of your jibes? Dont take that as a sign of weakness dude. There is more strength in me that you will ever have and I pray that one day even you three would have it too. Cuz life is a funny thing. It may have been great so far but trust me it will throw some of the most unexpected things at you when you least expect it. As much as I detest the three of you? I would not wish any of whats happened to me on anyone of you.

I aint afraid to say that as I sit here typing this at work? Tears are falling down my face. My colleagues are wondering what the hell is going on but I dont care. Enough has already happened to me in my life that nothing more that the three of you can throw at me is ever going to hurt again.

So I dont quite think that 'lalalalalala' is the attitude that you should have but thats just my point of view. Feel free to carry on your **** stirring if it brings you joy in life.

And one last thing. It is I who will not stoop to YOUR level of name calling. Of kicking a man when he is down and out. Of talking about my personal life. Of talking about the things that mean most to me in my life as a joke.

~ My name is Mervin. Yes the orange car that you guys see? SFZ3738C? It was once black with a replica bumper that caught fire in Bukit Batok. I lost the use of it for 7 months and have paid nearly $20k since to repair it to its current state. Two months ago on Oct 26th 2007 I broke up with the love of my life Elaine. I've been heartbroken ever since and miss her more than life itself. Yes I have not been an angel in my life but neither have I ever been an ******* to anyone. So keep trying to hurt me ********. It wont work anymore nor will there ever be a need to have a 5cm face to face conversation ever again cuz you three just aint worth the time of my day.

Good morning, good evening and good night.